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So, yes, you've missed me and my very thought-provoking updates, I know. I'm sorry, but there's only one of me, and he's... well, he's eating ice cream and skateboarding a lot lately. So there you go.
Really though, don't you hate that paper that you have to tear out of notebooks but it gets the scrappys on it? And then it's impossible to get all the scrappy off without ripping your paper? I've been writing Kaley-baby ransom notes and leaving them on her trailer door, but it just frustrates me because I can never rip my paper right! Someone should go into the scrappy-less, paper ripping business. I would fund for the first experimentations.
Kevin has been around lately, which is kind of scary. As much of a bastard as he is, it's so funny to listen to him yell at me repeatedly about my life. I swear, the old man has a comeback for everything. You can't get him. He's gotten pretty quick and witty in his old age. Used to be he'd just sock you in the face when the door closed behind you two in an empty room, but now he just fires those really stinging comments that make you want to cringe.
I've been searching high and low for my dream girl. I was thinking today that I really miss Nik a lot. Even though we had the most explosive fights and it was my fault the whole thing ended, she is a good girl. I talked to her the other day on the phone for about ten minutes and she seems to be doing very well. I guess in a way I'm happy she's off living her fantasy life that she always tried to coax me into. I know Ryan treats her well.
My fans will be happy to know that my ghetto-booty is slowly expanding. That's what too much ice cream will do to you. Also, I think it's the fact that while on tour you can eat a bunch of junk and then dance it all off- but movies don't really provide for that. Maybe the headless horseman will shave some of my ass off on accident.
Anyway, we all know I have a short attention span, so times up. Hug a Tree.
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So I know y'all sit there and wonder every time you hear somethin' from me... "What the fuck is Nick Carter doin' with his life besides racing boats and revelling in general disorderly drunkenness?"
Well, I'll tell ya, Nick Carter is doing all that AS WELL AS writing music AND starring in this movie called 'Hollow' with Kaley Cuoco (you know, hot girl from 8 Simple Rules that I got to make out with on camera...) and Melissa Schuman (you know, hot girl from Dream that I got to make out with off camera...)
Wow, writing in third person is confusing. But anyway, yes, that's right, I'm ACTING. Now, the plot of this movie might SOUND cheesy ("a present-day retelling of the Sleepy Hollow legend set in a small New England town where a group of high school seniors learn that they are the direct descendants of those responsible for a tragic event that begins to replay itself.") and it might not ACTUALLY be backed by a major company (or any company at all...) but trust me, it's good. I mean hell, it ain't Shakespeare but could you REALLY see me as Romeo or Macbeth...?
Didn't think so.
No, this movie is just enough without bein' too much. I'm not out to win no Oscar or nothin', I just wanna prove I can do it. Cause I can.
ALL MY 'HOLLOW' CASTMATES (Kaley Cuoco, Melissa Schuman, Kevin Zegers etc.) Y'ALL NEED TO GET JOURNALS!!!!!! >:O YA HEARD
Those of y'all who don't believe how broke I am... Check this. Me and AC are gonna be backing the new version of TWISTER. It's called TWISTER MOVES. I don't even get this game at all. We're s'posed to contribute some songs to the soundtrack? and host a party showin' people how to play? Someone better explain this to me right quick cause I'm still clueless. Guess I should call my agent. All I know is that the check is in the mail. YES! My boat needs some serious service since I plowed through ANOTHER bed of state-protected sea grass and got stuck AGAIN. Didn't make news this time like it did last time though. Surprise surprise, I didn't get publicity from this little accident, I just got hit with a fat ticket and a warning for bein' a little more than slightly intoxicated.
I'm considering gettin' arrested again. Seemed to work last time.
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[15 May 2003|10:46am] |
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All of you rich celebrities need to go out and buy my album.
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[26 Apr 2003|11:22pm] |
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When the cutest little diva I know told me she had a day off and nothing to do, I knew I had to come to the rescue. After a few chores, I kidnapped my dork of a Chrissy Maria.
Really, I believe that there are no two other people, who when together, make more of a dorky pair than we do. First on our agenda was chinese, which we promptly took to the beach and sat on the wall, fighting with our chopsticks and kicking sand into each others' shoes. Childish? Yes. Chrissy and Carter? No doubt.
The rest of the day was filled with Palm Readings by a lady with a mustache, ice cream that ended up all over the interior of my car because we were too interested in reading TeenBeat to each other, harassing unsuspecting citizens with water balloons lobbed from a moving vehicle, movies, and more take out than is humanly possible.
Now she's curled up on my couch in sweats, falling asleep to infomercials but insisting that she doesn't want to go home just yet. There's something oddly comforting in knowing that I just spent my day being a childish dork and that none of that matters because in the morning she and I will understand each other just as much, if not more than we did yesterday.
C Maria, you are a true princess. Much love.
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LA has been good times without progress. Drinking and chilling should be inserted as my new middle name. They give meaning to a word that I may have forgotten even existed: vacation. I usually don't take my down time and just be lazy. I've always kind of been one of those people that has to be doing something. I've sort of committed myself to relaxing while I'm out here.
I spent a little of last night with my Baby's Momma. She came over and we drank margaritas and played tic-tac-toe until we weren't sure how you won the game in the first place. It made me realize how much I miss her when I am in Florida. If there was one good reason to move to LA permanently, Britney Jean would be it. I am using my burping icon for her because after a best-out-of-three contest, I won. She say's I have nothing on Justin. We'll see.
Today's plans are the same: a little drinking, a little relaxing. Just watched punk'd and Kevin cracked me up. Can't believe the stupid bastard actually dropped his damn pants for that "security" guy. As smart as he is, he's got no clue as to what his rights are.
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[13 Apr 2003|10:12am] |
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Fuck Florida. Decided I didn't wanna spend Easter with my mom on my ass after all. Beej, I know we had plans for tonight... I'll make it up to you- and I know we were gonna fly into LA together next monday, but I just couldn't sit around anymore. I'll pay for your ticket when you decide you want to come out.
So, I'm back in LA. Baby's momma... ;-)
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VH1 'Celebrity Breakups' Implies Spears/Carter Fling
(DLS) - Nick Carter made a surprising appearance on a recent VH1 All Access special entitled 'Celebrity Breakups'.
The VH1 special features stories of relationships gone sour, bitter breakups, the jilted lovers, the rebounders, and the possible reconciliations.
The much talked about failed relationship of Justin Timberlake and Britney Spears is obviosuly featured in the special. The narrarator of the program goes on to state the Britney Spears cheated, not once, but twice on Timberlake, the first time being forgiven. A shot of Nick Carter and Britney Spears was then shown with the narrarator saying that Britney Spears could not resist the temptation.
VH1's reasoning for including a picture of Nick Carter and Britney Spears together is not known, but it has been made clear in the past that the two hardly know eachother.
hahahahaha
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[11 Apr 2003|06:40am] |
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Surprises are always nice... I guess that's the point of the surprise thing, though, huh?
Anyway, just another day in the life. Beej, give me a call later, the fact that you're going lesbian and letting Justin tape it unnerves me to no end. And you think mom has eyes in the back of her head.... I see all. muahahahhaha.
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I drug myself into Florida early this morning. Kiki is where she needs to be, and since I was convinced she was in good hands I took myself to the airport.
It is so nice to be home. Everything is a little dusty but just knowing that I'm surrounded by all my stuff makes me feel so much better. It's nice to be able to watch my own tv and eat out of my own cereal bowls.
Chrissy and I had a long talk today. I always feel better after I've spoken with her. I think we understand each other in more ways than even we can explain. She made me face a few things that I'd been trying to play off as unimportant. I sat out on the dock tonight and thought for a long time about our conversation...by the way Bubble Babe, my offer still stands. Don't hesitate to dial.
I haven't slept in two days or so and I know I should be now, but I don't think that's possible. I'm around if anyone needs me.
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[29 Mar 2003|09:58am] |
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We're in Atlanta today. Everyone is kind of just sitting around. We've had these kind of days in the past, the ones where everyone sort of moves around each other but no one really talks. Once in a while someone cries, and then someone else takes it upon themselves to make them laugh. Days like this prove to me just why I know that as a group, we're together, but as a family, we just fit.
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[28 Mar 2003|11:25pm] |
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Tonight was the last straw.
The mental abuse needs to stop. Do it to me, and it's ok. I'll deal. Start in on other people, and it's not acceptable. All of us have lived too long under your shadow. It's not right for the people you say you love to be scared of you.
I won't let this happen again. Just know that.
I know you are a good person. I love you. We all love you. We will continue to love you despite everything. I know that you do not think you are wrong in any way. I know that you believe that everything you say is with good reason. I have learned in some ways to accept that.
In other ways, I know that you are wrong. I will do what I feel I need to in order to insure that the people around me do not feel unsafe. Right now, I think that you realize that there are people whom you have scared.
They are with me.
I know this makes you angry, but for right now, I think it is best. No one wants to wake up and regret something they have done the night before in anger. I will not allow that regret to follow you.
I am going to prove to you that I am not the "fat, moronic neanderthal" you think you know.
We love you. Honestly, we do. And in the scheme of things, you know that that has always mattered most.
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I've been out all night, thinking. It kind of sucks when you realize you've gotten to the point that you're too old to be oblivious to everything that's going on around you. It used to be that the guys would get into huge discussions and I'd get to go back to my room and sleep.
When they said they weren't ready, my heart fell into my stomach. We'd tried to put some stuff together this week- and God knows I realized we weren't exactly makng much progress, but I thought we were just going to be moving really slow. I guess now we aren't going to be moving at all.
Looking at everyone yesterday brought back all kinds of memories, and all of the times we have had made me want to go back in time and erase everything- my album, the tour, all the times I looked them in the face and told them I was going to do what I wanted to do.
Yesterday was the first time that I've ever begged for everyone to stay, to record just a little longer, try a little harder. But Brian was pissed, Kevin was thinking about the baby and AJ and Howie just gave me these "sorry, Nicky" looks as everyone filed out.
I just drove after that. It hurts to think that I'm not a child anymore. That AJ doesn't have to bitch about sharing a room with me and Kevin doesn't come into my room every night to make sure things are ok before I go to sleep. I'm scared of losing this, because I feel like when it's finally gone, I'll have lost it all.
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My cell is off and I'm not at the hotel. Call Brit's if you need me. I'm crashing with Baby's Momma tonight.
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| How Kiki Saved The Day |
[22 Mar 2003|08:30am] |
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I woke up to a very uneasy feeling at about six this morning, the type you get when someone is watching you. As I scanned the room with me half closed eyes, my first thought was "Why is there a man sitting in my room?" Of course, after that ran through my head and it clicked, I was up faster than AJ when he's watching a porn. If you think this story doesn't get worse, it does. See, this man, well, he owns a very large pair of eyebrows, and since the last time I saw him, he's gotten pretty muscley.
Now, ever since I was 13 years old I have been pretty scared of Kevin. I mean this was the guy who would say "Oh Mrs. Carter blah blah blah" and when my momma left the room would sock me in the face so hard I'd think one of my eyes was in my brain. Over the years, I've gotten rather good at giving him shit and escaping his wrath, but from past experience, if you wake up with the devil lurking in the shadows, you're in for it.
So, there I was, cowering on the corner of my bed farthest from him because I truly believe he possesses matrix-like powers- I've seen them put to use before. (Note to fans: Breaching security will only allow you to run into security guard kevin) Suddenly, God must have remembered that last week I bought a little girl at the mall a gum ball because, Kristin, that DEAR angel of a woman (why she ever married Kevin, I am not sure)was heard slightly beyond my door, asking if I wanted to eat breakfast with her.
Kevin scowled, which caused me to crawl farther up the headboard, flung the door open and said "Kiki, Nicky and I are having a talk." (This by the way, was a complete surprise because he'd only glared so far and also because I wasn't even sure what I had done yet) To which, the beautiful maiden shoved past him in all her pregnant glory, pushed him against the door, grabbed my arm and said "I'm hungry, Kevin. And since you're so busy being some wanna-be stealth spy, I figured you could locate all the dirty laundry you have around our room and sneak your way on down to housekeeping."
As I was skipping down the hall, it was decided that we were going to eat pancakes, Kiki is definitely my favorite wife, and I owe her a foot massage.
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So, krissy and I are in Mexico. The girls here are absolutely insane. The tacos though, mmmm.
Oh yeah,( J... )
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I'm in Florida right now, exhausted, but happy just to be with my Britty until she feels more like the spunky little girl I know she is. The plan for today is nap, eat and play a little PS2. If anyone needs me or girly-girl, I do indeed have the cellphone that is always attached to my hip. Time to sleep.
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This is for the best woman in my life and the mother of my children!
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Touring brings craploads of really weird people all together who either:
(a) put aside their differences for a couple of hours and totally like each other
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(b) rip each others hair out, start fights and generally freak out anyone over the age of 19 or under the age of 5
Unfortunately, I've been seeing tons of B. Although it is kinda funny to watch five or six girls wrestle in the parking lot, it would be a lot better, one if it was done in mud, and two if they were naked. Another thing, on second thought, that really helps, is if they're over the age of 18. Really people, besides getting paid to act like a total lunatic and break equipment while thrashing across a stage, one of the main reasons I like to tour is because a lot of very fine women somehow find their way to the front of the stage, outside my bus, inside my hotel lobby, etc.
These women spur on interesting games...ones that Tony and Brent and I love to play. Such as "How many women can you get into a hotel room," "How many women fit on a tour bus," "If you get more than 5 women into one of said places all at one time, how many of them will be insulted by the fact that just they weren't chosen?"
Once these games get tiring, fun things like spitting off balconies, running naked through hallways, buying items off the dollar menu at McDonalds with a 50 and paying someone to act like they've slipped and broke their neck in a hotel restaurant will suffice.
Overall kids, girls wrestling in parking lots, tipping over porta-potties, eating until you puke and drinking your life away are fun filled events that should never stop. In fact, to truly have the best overall experience, one must not even be able to pinpoint where day ends, night begins and night gives way to new day.
On an afterthought, I miss pretty much everyone really motherfucking bad.
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Been spending time with my Lickme. Good to finally catch up and be best friends again. She's all mine for the time being, so nobody else can have her or talk to her. Nick's orders. Thank you and good night.
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